Apparently it is possible to fling unedited, unfinished blogs into cyberspace with a mere flailing baby’s fist.
The entry has been mended.
Apparently it is possible to fling unedited, unfinished blogs into cyberspace with a mere flailing baby’s fist.
The entry has been mended.
I had a good friend, the adult son of a pastor, who told me he perceived God as saying, “Love me or die.”
Then he added, “I’d rather die.”
Yes, he was the son of a pastor and spent many hours sitting in a pew hearing the words about God — but he also had a parent who put a knife through his hand rather than have him use his considerable musical talent to “play worldly music.” To him (and to many others) God was a sad construct of his abusive parents. We do tend to create God, if not in our own image, in the image of authority figures we have known, good and bad, from detached irresponsible fathers who went away to physically and emotionally abusive mothers to indulgent Santa Claus-type grandfathers.
I think the way we hear words someone says depends on how we view the person who speaks them. For most of my life I heard God’s words as disapproval and laying down impossible expectations.
These same words, “Do what I tell you or you will die,” have completely different meanings dependng on whether you perceive the person speaking them to be a rapist with a knife or a rescuer hanging by a rope from a helicopter.
For years reading the Bible, at best, felt like reading a phonebook from a city I had no intention of visiting –meant for someone else. At worst it felt like reading court documents listing the charges against me.
What I never realized was that the judge loved me enough not only to hang from a helicopter to get me out of a certain death situation, he hung from a tree. He said, “I love you so much I’d rather die than be without you.” So he did –and then conquered death so we could be together forever.
I am adored by the King of the Universe who wants a relationship with me. He invented love. Heady stuff. I hear his words differently now.
The cross becomes a symbol of controversy again. In the UK a legal battle ensues over whether or not an individual may wear a cross on the job as a symbol of their faith. A Scottish bishop is urging Christians everywhere to don their cruciform jewelry in protest.
It’s bizarre, really –the cross as an identifying mark. Only Jesus could turn a symbol of ultimate humiliation into a symbol of ultimate victory.
But only those who do not understand the depth of God’s love, or recognize the horror of the cross or how far God was willing to go to demonstrate his love and provide a means of salvation could trivialize that symbol to the status of “pretty.”
The cross was an instrument of torture and execution, people!
Put it this way, what if we substituted other such instruments in our songs, expressions and living room-friendly art work?
How about some songs?
“Oh blessed noose that will not let me go…”
“The gas chamber in which Jesus died, is a shelter in which we can hide…”
“At the electric chair where I first saw the light…”
“At the foot of the firing squad, I lay my burden down…”
Or how about sending someone a greeting card with a lily bedecked hypodermic syringe and I.V. tubing, superimposed with the message, “To comfort you in the loss of your loved one?”
Can you picture driving by a cemetery with row upon row of chopping blocks and axes?
Hear your long suffering aunt sighing, “It’s just my water board to bear,” or the preacher urging his flock to “take up their rack and follow Him.”
I’m imagining a certain accident prone friend saying, “Here. Hold my beer while I try something,” then making the sign of the iron maiden by poking himself several times with a finger before proceeding with his next misadventure.
On Sundays we could have a colourfully robed line of clerics solemnly proceeding down the aisle of a cathedral wearing those arrow-through-the-head costume pieces we see at Halloween.
How about a golden guillotine on the top of the steeple or the carved figure of a nearly naked man, eyes bulging and tongue lolling as he is garrotted, mounted on the wall behind the altar –or a fifty foot sign beside the parking lot that reads “First Church of the Holy Stake and Flames. Sunday Services 9:00 A.M. and 11:00 A.M. Everyone welcome?”
I’m thinking of creating a new jewelry line –little spears, mines, arrows, swords, machine guns, chainsaws, missiles, flame throwers, personal fire arms, and atomic bomb mushroom-shaped clouds, fashioned in jewel-encrusted gold, silver, platinum –dangling from ears, hung on intricate chains over impressive décolletages or hairy muscular chests, and clinking on charm bracelets. If someone asks, I can say these represent the various ways in which people have misunderstood the message of Jesus’ submission to the cross and the methods they have employed to impose their version of “peace” on each other without paying attention to anything Jesus actually said. They might even represent the torture and execution instruments being used on his disciples around the world today who have chosen to truly follow him –or could even be used on Christ himself, if he showed up in our malls or meeting halls and challenged the way we think.
Do Christians need to wear jewelry to identify them as believers? Did not Jesus Christ say that this was the identifying mark?
“By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another.”( John 13:35)
If the world can’t tell us apart without metal crosses around our necks, going to court and demanding our rights is not going to solve a thing. If it takes jewelry to identify those of us who call ourselves by his name, we need to be introduced to the real Jesus.
I read a quote by Bill Johnson recently: Ignorance asks for understanding; unbelief asks for proof.
I’m finished with the arguing thing. I can no more prove the existence of a loving God to an unbeliever than I can prove there is a difference between green and teal to a a blind man who insists there is no such thing as vision. Some things are spiritually ascertained. To my atheist friends I respect that your conclusion is a logical one for you.
But for me -there must be more than this. I choose hope. My decision is not illogical, it is a-logical, free from the bonds of mere physical data, but not inconsistent with that which can be measured. For me, the beauty of creation is a road sign, not the destination.
We had a friend who said, “God could perform a miracle right in front of me and I would just look for the wires.”
He’s actually very high-functioning for a man limited to an I.Q. of 160.
My grandson today: Grammie, how come the people in California can’t find their cities? Like there’s Lost Angeles and Lost Vegas and lots of other lost places….
I explained Los Angeles is how Americans pronounce Les Anges. He understood that. He has to correct my French all the time.
Just realized these grandkids have never been out of the country. We may have to remedy that.
But first we pray for the lost places.
Come and eat, He said
The bread is fresh –
soft heart…
crisp crust…
baked by Galilean sun…
Hunger so long ignored
looked up
then dropped its weary head
My mouth is sore
I couldn’t eat it anyway
The stones…
the stones my fathers gave me
chipped my teeth
Come and eat, He said
and broke the bread
for me