Yet

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Yet, in the maddening maze of things,
And tossed by storm and flood,
To one fixed trust my spirit clings;
I know that God is good!

– John Greenleaf Whittier

In the seven years since I started this blog I have changed.

My understanding of who God is and who he sees me as continues to grow.

Sometimes he shows me an exciting aspect of his character that fits with another piece of the puzzle I cherish.

Then the storm comes.

In the storm nothing makes sense. Until it does.

Like the girl hanging onto the railing in my painting, I can only hang onto the one sure thing I know — that God is good. In the storm, this is the most secure place in the world.

Since starting to write this blog I have seen miracles I had never dreamed of seeing. I have seen marriages restored, emotions healed, and broken trust mended. More than once, I have seen people rise up from their deathbeds and go home from the hospital to lead happy healthy lives.

I have also seen marriages disintegrate, walls go up, and emotions overwhelm. I’ve seen friends and family members die, some in joyful anticipation of seeing Jesus’ face and some with curses on their lips.

I have faced the reality of my own mortality and gained a sense of the impermanence of life here while appreciating it all the more.

I have seen gains, and I have seen losses. I have laughed and I have wept. But God has never abandoned me in the storms. He has only pulled me closer, even when I couldn’t feel him in the maddening maze. When the clouds broke and the sun came out I knew that experience established truth more deeply than any amount of study could.

Here I am. Seven years later. Still clinging by faith to that railing, in storm and in fair weather. With more assurance than ever, with greater confidence than before, I can say God is good.

5 thoughts on “Yet

  1. Charis, congratulations on seven years of blogging, growing and continuing through the ups and downs of life. Your painting is so expressive. Thank you for your inspirational blog as you use your gifts. I really enjoy it. Abundant blessings! Hazel

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  2. Been out of touch but not out of thoughts and prayers for you. Ever so happy today to read this post. What a beautiful painting and a Rock solid railing between you and the consuming sea of life is Jesus!

    On Sat, Apr 6, 2019 at 6:35 AM Charis: Subject to Change wrote:

    > Charis Psallo posted: ” Yet, in the maddening maze of things, And tossed > by storm and flood, To one fixed trust my spirit clings; I know that God is > good! – John Greenleaf Whittier In the seven years since I started this > blog I have changed. My understanding of who Go” >

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